10 4 / 2012

I had to leave the baby sans diaper on the floor because I couldn’t finish changing her without running to the bathroom. I have no idea what’s wrong but I want to die.

One of the other spouses here is going to take her after her morning nap for a bit. The Capt should be done at 3/3:30 ish.

09 12 / 2011

You know Marshall’s picture slideshow after their night with Barney & Robin? My head is a loop of “it was the worst night ever” in my head. I’m delirious & pushing the stroller around the clinic waiting room.

09 12 / 2011

Either just before midnight or one (I don’t even remember) baby wakes up, wide awake, grumping & babbling. Fortunately husband is okay at this point and gets her back down.

1:30 - 1:50 care for husband

2:00 baby stirs, needs pacifier

2:20 - 2:30 more husband sickness

3:00 - 3:30 baby up again, rocked her while she fingers my hair & tshirt.


I just put her back down, drowsy but not asleep. I have the sleep issues and I almost fear even trying to sleep bc at this point once I almost finally get there one if them is likely going to need me again